Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Betrayal

After all that we've been through
I thought the closest would be you
I thought we'd see through 'til the end
I thought you'd always be my friend
I thought no one could come between
Thought you'd be there for me to lean
You've taught me much, but most of all:
Even the best of friends can fall.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sunshine

My day starts
Your smile lingers in my mind
Like the sun rests
Behind eyelids after
Staring at its beauty
My little ball of fire
Crosses my mind
Even when the big one
Rests for the night
That angel's voice sings,
Unaware that the Tigress
Is listening, learning the words.
I adore you, bright one;
The moon can wait.
Light up my sky, always;
Be mi pequeño elefante

Rellim, Ahtnamas

How do you breathe
With lies growing inside
With deceit crawling up your throat
It should eat you alive
It should rip out your heart
Or the place it once was
There's a black hole there now
I can't speak on the cause
The darkness has led
To the tree to be blind
Of course it doesn't know
That you cloud its mind
You claim not to hate
But with hate you speak
It's not cleared air you want;
It's surrender you seek
You want to break me
But I've put up a shield
You may nick or dent it
But KJW keeps me healed
Stop sending fake truces
The emotion is pretend
Keep me out of your thoughts
And there will be no reason to offend
Just leave with your mask
And don't look back
Your "sincerity"'s not needed
And neither is your attack

Skoorb, Nella

Why are tears so hot
When they run down the face
Of the average different girl
When her life is thrown
Into catastrophic proportions.
It's almost funny
How the tables have turned
This time around.
In the beginning you were good,
Trying to be the reason
That I no longer cried;
In the end, you were the reason
That I couldn't stop.
My mind has grown cold,
But my heart still bleeds.
No amount of begging
Will let you back in.
Walk a mile in my shoes;
Know the pain that I've felt;
Feel the hole I don't fill.
Don't want, but need me back;
Not as your lover,
To feed your desires,
But as a friend,
To fight back the liars,
To support and defend
Through all that may come...
But you had your chance.
I choose not to give another.
Your words cut deeper
Than any blade could,
And I don't want your fake me out
Brand of Neosporin.