Criminal

Take me away
I’m guilty as charged
I’m the destroyer
A heart breaker
My crime is of ignorance;
Of wanting, of feeling,
Of being myself
And while these were once acceptable,
(For ignorance goes hand in hand
With innocence, and is only changed
Through the teachings of
Someone more knowledgeable that I)
It is now too late
Too late for changes
Too late to prove
That I can be the girl
That he wants me to be
That he is expecting
He hates me, he hates me,
Hates the new mold
That I’ve fallen into
Hates my thoughts
That I’m indecisive
That I’m confusing
That I’m moody
That I’m sarcastic
That I’m so lost
Up and down I go
Having reasons to be happy
But never truly happy
I need a map
I need a key
Please save me